Sunday, January 4, 2009

Now

I've come to the realization that life is way short. I am never going to experience all the things I want. Won't be able to read all the books I want to, go to all the shows I want to, travel where I want to, etc. Not only that, but I spend so much time invested in planning my next move, that I completely forget the here and now. I am always focused on tomorrow or next week, forgetting to appreciate what's going on today.

I have also noticed that I put off other things. For instance, when faced with a choice or opportunity, I do not always choose whats best or right for me. I find its easier to go along with something than to stick up for what I believe, because tomorrow I can set things right so why cause a fuss right now. There is a certain way I see myself and certain things I wish to accomplish, but I am always putting it off. I'm done living my life in this way, I'm just going to start fresh.

2 comments:

  1. I thought you were joining the National Organization for Women (NOW). Turns out you're just bored and frustrated again. You're such an ADD head.

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  2. How is life short? I can't think of anything I can do on this earth that is longer than life.

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