Judd Apatow

I never finished nor published this entry from January...whoops. I'm just posting it in all its unfinished glory. Hah

I'm a big fan of Judd Apatow, I love his movies. But even better than his movies are his TV shows, Freaks & Geeks and Undeclared. I recently watched both of the short lived series and am quite sad that they were both canceled. I think both of them portrayed life pretty realistically albeit my life is not exactly the normal one to compare to. Anyway, I just wanted to share that I think both shows are funny and worth the time if you've got it.

Now

I've come to the realization that life is way short. I am never going to experience all the things I want. Won't be able to read all the books I want to, go to all the shows I want to, travel where I want to, etc. Not only that, but I spend so much time invested in planning my next move, that I completely forget the here and now. I am always focused on tomorrow or next week, forgetting to appreciate what's going on today.

I have also noticed that I put off other things. For instance, when faced with a choice or opportunity, I do not always choose whats best or right for me. I find its easier to go along with something than to stick up for what I believe, because tomorrow I can set things right so why cause a fuss right now. There is a certain way I see myself and certain things I wish to accomplish, but I am always putting it off. I'm done living my life in this way, I'm just going to start fresh.